I Am A Woman, Mother, Daughter, Sister, Friend And So Much More!
It's been 4 years since my whole world fell apart. I was sitting in my car one day looking back at my journey. I felt like I was standing in the middle of the after math of a disaster, just as the dust started to settle and I'm looking around at all the debris, not knowing which way to turn, what to do, where to start? I started to question myself, as I was sitting in my car:
What do I want for myself?
What is my passion?
Where to go from here?
How can I help people?
What is my purpose?
How can I be better for myself and others?
What's next in this journey we call life?
I now have 3 children, I was only 16 when I had my first and 18 when I had my second. 9 Years later I found the love of my life, my best friend, my partner, my everything, we had a great relationship.
10 years later we decided to have a child together, well 3 days after I found out I was pregnant he told me he had to find himself. (WTV that meant).
So now again for the third time I was alone, raising another child without a father. My world started to crumble when I was put on complete bed rest because of a medical condition that could have killed us both, I was only 3 months pregnant. The bills piled up and fast, I was drowning. The bank was calling about the house, the car, and everything else, shit, getting food was an issue at one point.
After my beautiful son was born I knew I couldn't live like this, I didn't want to come home one day and have to see a repossession notice on the door. Not much you can do when your life and your unborn is on the line and I had to think about my 2 big kids that were caught in the middle.
I decided to make the biggest change in my life, I had to do something, so I hit the re-set button on my life, to take back my independence, take back what I once was that had been lost and to keep my sanity.So I rented a U-Haul truck and packed what ever I could fit in it! And I left, not only did I just leave the house I left the city, left the province!I packed up my 3 kids and moved out of Province, I moved somewhere I had no family or friends to start a new life, I just left it all behind!
all I had was my sanity!
Everyone thought I was nuts, everyone said the same thing, "have you lost your mind" I'll tell you this was the best decision I have ever made for myself and my 3 kids. Don't get me wrong it wasn't easy but as I drove away in that truck the weight on my shoulders just got lighter and lighter, 6 hours of driving and I finally reached my destination, the weight was gone!
It's almost 4 years since I left and a lot has happened. I have come along way , growing, evolving and transforming into the woman I am today.
I made a conscious decision to commit to myself and I found my passion, I am a Certified Life Coach, Journey Expert and upcoming Author of:
The Rise Of The Goddess
How To Connect To The Inner Goddess And The Ascension Of Sisterhood
My purpose is to teach women about their personal power , what that is and how to get it back and find their passion to live their dreams Unapologetically!
I rose from the depths of despair and depression, now my mission is to help other women do the same as well as pay it forward for other women.
You got this, I got you!